Like any
good Texan I'm incredibly proud of where I'm from. I was born and raised in
Dallas. I grew up in the Friday Night Lights football culture. The
oversized-mums-sweet-tea-and-pecan-pie culture. We're home to Mathew
McConaughey, Beyoncé, Owen Wilson, Wes Anderson, and 'Stone Cold' Steve Austin.
We invented the margarita machine (you're welcome.) George Bush Jr. spoke at my
college graduation ceremony. Whataburger is a State specialty and if you've
never been to Bucee's then you've never really seen Texas at it's finest.
I'm proud
enough of my heritage to claim ownership of it. By claiming ownership, however,
I take responsibility for it's flaws as much as it's perks. That often means I
have to explain when news stories pop up featuring discrimination, hate,
aggression, or even violence. I have to explain to many people that Texas isn't
only what you see in the news. Not all of Texas is represented by it's
politicians or it’s businessmen. I have to apologize a lot, but I willingly
accept this responsibility.
Michael
Crichton once wrote “When we acknowledge a problem we accept responsibility for
it.”
By
denying a problem exists we aren’t required to address it. That’s exactly the
same mindset major corporations prey upon. Climate change naysayers repeat over
and over again: “The science is inconclusive.”
Nobody
can say oil and gas companies ruin our environment because they never witness it. News may leak every now and then about a horrific spill, but the daily
horrors never get noticed. Like Thomas, we have to touch the wounds with our
own hands to believe.
Unlike
Thomas, however, many of us have seen, but continue to disbelieve. What can we
do about an issue as big as our planet? How can one person contribute to
‘defeating’ environmental degradation? That’s the American mindset.
Peruvians
live amongst the catastrophic consequences of unchecked mining, oil, and gas
operations. Entire tribes fall sick because of runoff into their water source.
Major corporations buy up their land, evict them, and leave them with nothing
and nowhere to go. I know. I’ve seen it firsthand. I witnessed the kind of
desolation and destruction caused solely by these businesses. However bad I
could imagine it; it was significantly worse.
Make no
mistake: climate change is real. Global warming is real. It affects all of us
daily and even if we can’t see the effects let me assure you: Peru is feeling
the heat, acutely. Peru is one of the top countries affected by climate change
in the world. It’s fertile jungles, valleys, lakes, and general ecosystem is
hurting. As if that wasn’t enough, major companies are exploiting everyone in
this country to turn a profit.
Whether
it’s the lead-polluted town of La Oroya, the Shawi San Jose’s water source, the
mercury poisoning in the Madre de Dios mining area there are catastrophes
taking place right under our nose. These aren’t just Peruvian state controlled
companies, but businesses from Canada, New York, and even Dallas Texas. So very
little of this news reaches American ears, but the legacy of exploitation in
Peru goes back millennia and continues to this very day.
My work
at Paz y Esperanza involves assisting pueblo leaders get communal land rights
so that major companies don’t buy their property for mining or oil extraction.
I record interviews with leaders and publish small videos showing their
struggle. The Ankash Yaku at Achinamiza, the Shawi San Jose in Barranquitas, the
Kopal Sacha in El Dorado, the list goes on and on. Damage is being done outside
of the States away from prying eyes in the jungle, the mountains, and the coast.
How can
someone who lives here work against something so big like an international oil
conglomerate? How can they dedicate their lives to this cause without feeling
the least bit pessimistic?
In
America, I realized, we would measure our success. We value and weigh the work
we’ve done by the projects we’ve finished. I reckon that if you were to tell an
American they were going to advocate for more fair trade policies and they were
not going to accomplish their goal that person would feel defeated. They might
do the work, but there will never be a true sense of accomplishment to what
they do. It could disenchant them to their mission and ultimately end their
efforts because: “why bother?” When we decide that a cause is lost we give in
to apathy. Apathy, then, is our greatest impediment.
Peruvians
don’t see it that way. One of the great beauties of Peru is they’re lack of
focus on a goal. Peruvians focus much more on the current day. They don’t worry
about whether or not they’ll accomplish their goal. They work regardless. I
call it ‘staying in the moment.’ It’s almost a childlike mentality (because
what child can tell you what they’re going to do a month from now?) Is this not
what Jesus taught us? Didn’t he invite the children to join him? He told us we
must return to a childlike state if we hope to bring the kingdom of God to
Earth.
Matthew 18:1-4New
International Version (NIV)
The
Greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven
18 At that time the disciples
came to Jesus and asked, “Who, then, is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?”
2 He called a little child to
him, and placed the child among them. 3 And he said:“Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like
little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. 4 Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the
greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
None of
that is to say Peruvians are lazy or don’t have a goal they intend to
accomplish. All I’m saying is that Peruvians don’t let the impracticalities of
change diminish their optimism for the future. The odds may be severely stacked
against them (I have many stories of such cases) but they are going to continue
to work until the issue is resolved. They don’t fight to get rid of the
darkness. Instead they bring light into this world.
So where do I fit into this battle of light and dark? I come home in two months and yet, just because my YAV year has ended doesn’t mean I stop advocating for reform. Actually, I think my job gets much harder when I go home. Texas isn’t exactly known for its willingness to change. Especially when it comes to Oil and Gas.
So where do I fit into this battle of light and dark? I come home in two months and yet, just because my YAV year has ended doesn’t mean I stop advocating for reform. Actually, I think my job gets much harder when I go home. Texas isn’t exactly known for its willingness to change. Especially when it comes to Oil and Gas.
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Now,
having flipped my paradigm in ways I’m still trying to understand, I have come
to realize several things:
1. Just
because we don’t see the damage doesn’t mean it isn’t happening
2.
Unchallenged companies will find any way possible to make a profit, and
3. Our planet
is suffering from both of these.
How can I
say otherwise when I’ve seen tainted rivers firsthand, when I’ve witnessed
deforestation in front of me? Better yet: how do I explain that to everyone
back home?
There’s a
tendency back home to write off any young person with a slightly liberal agenda
as ‘youthful naiveté.’ Having just spent a year in South America meeting native
tribes in the rainforest is about as stereotypical post-college as it gets. I
fear coming home and being written off because my experience conformed to such
expectations.
I didn’t
request this work. It was assigned to me. I didn’t know anything about
pollution’s effects on Amazonian tribes before I came here. I was just a
post-college kid looking to grow up a little bit. How do I communicate that to
somebody who sees me as ‘just another naïve Millennial’? Did I not flash my
credentials enough at the beginning of this piece?
It’s hard
to communicate something particularly antithetical to people’s way of living. I
understand. Like I said, I have family who make their living working for oil
companies. I wouldn’t ask them to quit their jobs to support my cause. What I
want to communicate, at the very least, is that the issues here are more
complicated than a simple ‘yes’ or ‘no’, ‘red’ or ‘blue’ equation.
Of all
the things I’ve learned in Peru one of the top things is: embrace complexity. I
can’t stress that enough. Living in a cognitive dissonance can prove more
fruitful than you imagine.
When we
simplify an issue we run the risk of creating more problems. Our ‘solution’ is
too simple and has a ripple effect felt in ways nobody can predict. It’s part
of what turns Americans off to long-term crises. There’s no easy fix and
dedicating our lives to something is no easy task. Thus we become apathetic.
Apathy breeds lethargy and lethargy breeds ignorance. How can we truly say we
‘solved’ an issue if all we see are dead ends? We’re overwhelmed by the
complexity of issues; especially Oil and Gas’ connections to pollution, climate
change, and planet care in general. We simplify to survive.
It’s not
comforting to live within a complicated issue. The cognitive dissonance
involved with both needing a product and disapproving of the suppliers takes
it’s toll on anyone. Except for Peruvians. Peruvians are content to live within
this complex paradigm. The mission workers at Paz y Esperanza understand
nothing is ever simple with the work they do. The United Hands Network is
especially good at living in the complexity.
I don’t
advocate a complete cessation of activities. That would be both extremely
unlikely and completely unreasonable. The solution to this problem has many
layers. Where Americans hope for the quicker answer, Peruvians are content to
wait. They’re too busy occupying their immediate moment to choose the
short-term band-aid over the long-term surgery. For them, the steps necessary
are the steps necessary and to avoid any part of this process only hurts their
efforts.
What may
seem radical to you is normal to Peruvians. It’s a normal they should not have
to occupy or endure, and if there is any help I can offer them then I will.
I’ve given ten months of my life not so I could effect a change in this world,
but so that I could understand it better. That alone, bears some merit.
Peruvians see the merit in that more than most Americans I believe. I’m proud
to say they’ve given me a similar vision. I can only hope and pray that I can
share this vision with others.
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